Rethinking

Have been real busy these period (what's new right? ROFLMAO!) and this week alone, there are three funerals calls for me to attend. Also, I was chatting with my YY over whatapps and I shared that I can't even find the time to blog these days.

Time and the fragility of life have kinda made me rethink about some things.

Symbolically, I might want to quit blogger and move to wordpress - that's certain. Sure, I might have to relearn how to work around stuff in a 'new environment' once again, but I think it has what I wanted. I would need to move on to 'needs that matter'.

What I 'used to want' and what 'I want now' is different. When I look at what I 'used to want', it began to make sense to me on how that will never materialize because it is somewhat destined to remain in the past. For the destined past will never be part of a proud future because the conditions that surrounded the past could never allow it to live past the past.   

I spoke greatly against a linear outlook in relationship, but ultimately, I only understood that in spirit much later.

Rethinking. A process I adopt more regularly these days.